...a disturbed mind...

Dont you ever think, you want to change yourself? The habits, The ways you think, you talk, you walk, even the way you smile..

A lot of times, we make mistakes. We even realize that we have made a mistake, and we vow or atleast say that we'll definitely try not to make that same mistake again. Yet it happens, it happens again. And again. And again.Why? Why do we make it over and over again even after we realize that what we're doing is not right. Why do we lose our tempers over the same things, even though we know it's not going to help.Why do we feel bad over the same things, even though we know that things won't change.
Why do we hurt people we care about by our own actions, even though we somewhere deep inside know that we are going to hurt them. Does our brain stop working at such times, temporarily, momentarily... and then springs back into action when we realize that we have done it again. The answers seem to be beyond my comprehension..
and at these times, we think of a change. but the thinking that has been inculcated over years...can it ever really go?
. ... sitting at my windowside, looking out into darkness.. waiting for the change...