It's morning

just got back after a stretched 15 day long holiday tour from sweet home this evening. complaing a headache after travelling two calendar days was not that much a shock. had a tummy full of meal and just went to bed.
.. being conscious back in the morning, first thing I was missing here was bed (time)-tea (more explanation later). there could be nothing greater in this holy world than sipping cups of Hot Tea with whole family together (rare occasion) in front of TV, while temperature outside our room was below freezing point.... talking hours long sense-non sense (mostly later)... zeroing on Hero of the day and pulling his/her legs all ways possible...
...those hours were just awesomes!!... nyways, being back at work, just Archiving moments to keep 'em fresh.. forever....

...a disturbed mind...

Dont you ever think, you want to change yourself? The habits, The ways you think, you talk, you walk, even the way you smile..

A lot of times, we make mistakes. We even realize that we have made a mistake, and we vow or atleast say that we'll definitely try not to make that same mistake again. Yet it happens, it happens again. And again. And again.Why? Why do we make it over and over again even after we realize that what we're doing is not right. Why do we lose our tempers over the same things, even though we know it's not going to help.Why do we feel bad over the same things, even though we know that things won't change.
Why do we hurt people we care about by our own actions, even though we somewhere deep inside know that we are going to hurt them. Does our brain stop working at such times, temporarily, momentarily... and then springs back into action when we realize that we have done it again. The answers seem to be beyond my comprehension..
and at these times, we think of a change. but the thinking that has been inculcated over years...can it ever really go?
. ... sitting at my windowside, looking out into darkness.. waiting for the change...